My husband just stuffed the last piece of cinnamon roll pancake in his mouth before I could realize what was happeningโฆ thus acknowledging that he in fact does not love me.
Asked ChatGPT what my babies would look like at Disneyland lol
Bit from Anxious People that made me go this shit right here!
The truth of course is that if people really were as happy as they look on the Internet, they wouldnโt spend so much damn time on the Internet, because no one whoโs having a really good day spends half of it taking pictures of themselves.
And donโt even get me started on the captions for said pictures.
I reached my longest streak in Quartiles, 105 days. So thatโs something! I miss NYT games though.
Anxiety
I worry that life only goes downhill from here. I worry about my grandparents. I worry about my dogs. My developer job getting gobbled up by AI. I worry about my relationship. I worry about my health. I worry about the state of the world. I donโt know that Iโm equipped for more struggles than those Iโve already surpassed. The fight it took to get where I am, nearly ended me and yet I live every day in fear. Itโs not fair. Why canโt I reap the benefits of what Iโve sewn for the rest of my life? Havenโt I โsewnโ enough? If life is certainly an ebb and flow, then my worry is itโs only a matter of time before the downhill.
Why canโt we get a save & exit button for life? One that comes without judgement or guilt. One that lets us leave while we still have a fresh mental image of all thatโs good before it gets ripped away.
Today
Iโm enjoying Ghosts (the UK version). I only just started it but itโs really funny. Sometimes I just want background noise while I play on my iPad but this show deserves my full attention.
Soulmated So Hard
Heโs Laszlo, my 4 year old allergic-to-everything corgi bear.