I reached my longest streak in Quartiles, 105 days. So that’s something! I miss NYT games though.

I worry that life only goes downhill from here. I worry about my grandparents. I worry about my dogs. My developer job getting gobbled up by AI. I worry about my relationship. I worry about my health. I worry about the state of the world. I don’t know that I’m equipped for more struggles than those I’ve already surpassed. The fight it took to get where I am, nearly ended me and yet I live every day in fear. It’s not fair. Why can’t I reap the benefits of what I’ve sewn for the rest of my life? Haven’t I “sewn” enough? If life is certainly an ebb and flow, then my worry is it’s only a matter of time before the downhill.

Why can’t we get a save & exit button for life? One that comes without judgement or guilt. One that lets us leave while we still have a fresh mental image of all that’s good before it gets ripped away.

I’m enjoying Ghosts (the UK version). I only just started it but it’s really funny. Sometimes I just want background noise while I play on my iPad but this show deserves my full attention.